i have this terrible weird urge to kick you in the head.
my life is great now. i’m insanely happy.
:D
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i like me.
i’m finally starting to.
and no matter how many things you make up about me, it’s not gonna stop this.
God is changing me. i’m asking Him to.
oh, it feels so good.
new friends, fixing my relationship, no more drama.
ahh.
all I needed was that little push.
that one psychotic moment on your own to make me realize i don’t want to end up like you.
i hate your bitterness.
i hate your lies.
you create something out of nothing.
i haven’t thought of you once since the letter.
until today when i realized..
your craziness made me better.
it made me see the kind of person you are and who you make others be.
almost against their will but not quite.
you are a disease.
you are a parasite.
you are a complation of people who you want to be.
and that makes you a sad pathetic excuse for a person.
for a friend.
a girlfriend.
a daughter.
i find out so many things about you that i never knew.
honestly.
i feel so much better about myself now.
go away.
far, far away.
stop acting like people like you.
they don’t.
they call me and complain.
LOL.
i’m
so
happy.
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i just want to be loved.
i want to be held when i’m crying.
told i’m beautiful when i wake up.
accepted even with my faults.
i want to come before tv.
to hear the truth and nothing less.
to have that passionate kiss im waiting for.
it comes in cycles it seems.
for me. for him.
i’m not deprived per say.
i just want to know it.
everyday. all day.
that i am loved.
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